it just makes sense to keep an eye on who's in the viewing, when ANT is referencing other boards while doing his dirty work at DIYMA.
was it right to accuse someone of something, I don't know. I know that after I got a reasonable response I felt silly for it, and not because this "Canuck" is not ANT, because nobody knows one way or the other, really. I felt silly because I'm just a guest here too, and if ANT is perusing this board as a way of figuring out what to do with me, (I still want to believe he didn't just lie to my face, I mean who does that?) then the things I've said aren't helping. If it wasn't obvious that Bret made a mistake to the mods, and ANT doesn't care, or worse yet, wants to gain financially from me being banned by selling my signature space, then I probably am better off not knowing the truth. Because that would be depressing.
and honestly, how many really care whether I'm not posting or not? There's a few, maybe. For me to think I had any equity built up as a result of trying to make that place better, by being friendly to the new people, by getting people interested in topics, by posting my audio ideas freely and without a hint of a selfish nature, well, that's me being erroneous. I see that now, it was all for me, not from me. I'm the reason I did those things, I did it to make me feel good and I did it for my own benefit. And for that I got shot in the face, no warning. For that I got branded, I got cast out of ANT's prison yard, where even now the bulls are scopin' out the inmates, looking for another prime target to slay. The next person who gets shot in the face, can thank me for giving them a template of what not to do afterwards.
because venting, although it feels good, is just stinky air to everyone else.
was it right to accuse someone of something, I don't know. I know that after I got a reasonable response I felt silly for it, and not because this "Canuck" is not ANT, because nobody knows one way or the other, really. I felt silly because I'm just a guest here too, and if ANT is perusing this board as a way of figuring out what to do with me, (I still want to believe he didn't just lie to my face, I mean who does that?) then the things I've said aren't helping. If it wasn't obvious that Bret made a mistake to the mods, and ANT doesn't care, or worse yet, wants to gain financially from me being banned by selling my signature space, then I probably am better off not knowing the truth. Because that would be depressing.
and honestly, how many really care whether I'm not posting or not? There's a few, maybe. For me to think I had any equity built up as a result of trying to make that place better, by being friendly to the new people, by getting people interested in topics, by posting my audio ideas freely and without a hint of a selfish nature, well, that's me being erroneous. I see that now, it was all for me, not from me. I'm the reason I did those things, I did it to make me feel good and I did it for my own benefit. And for that I got shot in the face, no warning. For that I got branded, I got cast out of ANT's prison yard, where even now the bulls are scopin' out the inmates, looking for another prime target to slay. The next person who gets shot in the face, can thank me for giving them a template of what not to do afterwards.
because venting, although it feels good, is just stinky air to everyone else.